2014 changes

This is... not the a/w inspiration post I promised forever ago.

But I will write about what I have been up to and stuff instead because there's... a lot of junk going on here.

I've been in kind of a slump so I haven't actually taken a lot of code/make photos but here's one from around Christmas time.

Not very festive but I guess I wasn't feeling it. I was feeling huge sweaters and thigh highs, though. I spent Christmas with my Dad and step-mom and her family and it was okay, I had a nice time. I was kind of apprehensive since I've been having such a bad time with uni and stuff I just kinda... didn't wanna do the "how's life" talk but it wasn't anywhere near as bad as I thought it could have been

Then I came home to my Mom's and had this hella rad Christmas present waiting for me:

[miraculously my skin and hair look really nice here wow]

It's a panda onesie!! I wanted a onesie so bad and now I have one. It's really soft and fluffy and warm, I love it. It's basically my default for bumming around the house in now.

I spent NYE with my bff who I've known since I was tiny. I didn't have any going out stuff with me and I wasn't in any financial position to go buy one but she was kind enough to help me out by lending me a dress and heels so I could look just as fab as her.

My hair is like hella deflated here, it looked so cute before the wind happened.

There were several changes of plan but eventually we just ended up going to this pub and drinking until the midnight countdown before we decided to head back and party at home where the drinks were free. Not before we got some attractive drunk selfies though.

my hair is no longer doing the thing at all

Then!!! A week later it was time for the WASS new year reunion. This one was way hella because it meant I got to see a bunch of my friends who I hadn't seen in forever. There were a lot of photos but... they're all so hideous because alcohol so I'm just... putting this nice one from the start of the night up instead.

obviously i have to pose all dumb

So I guess I had a holiday period full of adventure and friendship which was much needed. As for where I'm at now, it's all kind of... blah. I'm back at my Mom's but I'm still having money issues but apparently that isn't grounds for being allowed to move out of halls? But as far as uni goes I'm starting to question whether this is really worth it. It feels a lot like it's done nothing but make me really miserable and I don't really enjoy my course anymore and don't really feel like I'm going anywhere with it? So... I've been looking into alternatives. I'm trying to stay positive about it even though it feels like a huge setback. I think that when I have officially dropped out and found something else to settle into I will feel a lot better but it's just... getting there first. At any rate I really want 2014 to be better than 2013 was so I'm trying my best.